Sunday, July 20, 2008

Hanging out with Trav

Travis ignored all my suggestions of where to go while we stood in the elevator waiting for it to take us down to the lobby. He told me that I didn't know where to go anymore, "It's been a year since you lived here," he reminded me.

The moment the elevator stopped, he made a beeline for the empty front desk. When I asked him what he was doing, he told me that 'the hottie' should know where to go and if I played my cards right, I wouldn't be alone tonight.

"I don't need -"

"Shhh!" He shoved me when the front desk chick came out from the back office. "Hey there." He flashed her a grin as he leaned against the counter and then, in true Joey Tribbiani fashion said, "How you doin'?"

I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "What are you doing?" I hissed over his shoulder.

Travis barely glanced my way. "Would you shut it?" He hissed in return before turning back to the chick. "My brother has been working so hard this week, he thinks that he doesn't need to get out but I don't agree." He paused and then asked her if she knew of a place to unwind. "Where would you go if you weren't working tonight?"

"The only place to go," she told him. "Legends." Travis nodded, not really knowing the place at all. "I'm meeting some friends there in an hour," she informed him. "Maybe I'll see you two there?"

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"This places blows!" Travis whined not even forty minutes later. "If I wanted to see wanna be cowboys and stuck up cowgirls, I would've stayed home! Who the hell listens to this crap anyway? And the two step?" He paused to take a couple steps, like he was doing the two step, and then shrugged his shoulders. "That's exciting."

I placed my empty glass on the table we were standing around. "Let's go then."

"Go where? Back to the hotel? Fuck that!" He slammed his empty beer bottle down on the table. "It's not everyday I get to the city without my wife or kids, I'm telling you we aren't going back to the hotel until I get..." he trailed off. His head turned as he watched three of those 'stuck up cowgirls' walk by.

"Travis!"

"What?" He turned towards me. "Aren't you the guy who told me that there was no harm in looking, when you were doing more than looking behind your girl's back?"

"That was years ago, I was stupid."

"And horny," he laughed. "Wasn't it her best friend and her cousin? At the same time? Lucky bastard."

"It was a long time ago and things have changed."

"Yeah," Travis agreed. "You've become a pussy. Wrapped all around the finger of a girl who isn't putting out. What the fuck happened to you Tanman?"

I was about to tell him nothing happened to me but I knew I had changed. Not that long ago it was all about sex for me, it didn't matter who it was or where it was, as long as I was getting it, I didn't fucking care. I was out most every night, all night, flirting and fucking like it was my last night alive. But now? It was barely 10 and I was more than ready to call it a night.

What the hell happened to me? When did I become such a boring fuck?

Turning to Travis, who was still waiting for an answer to his question. I told him I knew of a place loaded with hot, easy chicks.

"Alright!" He grinned. "That's what I'm talking about!"

An hour later, we finally made it to the front of the line for the hottest nightclub in the city. A place I visited many times when Nance and I were still together.

"Fuck me!" The 300 pound giant of a bouncer exclaimed when he saw me. "Tanner, how the fuck are you man? Last I heard you were hightailing it out of town."

I told him I was in the city for a job and was just checking out the scene.

"Aww-yeah!" He slapped me on the back and gave me a shove towards the entrance while listing a few people I used to know, saying they were in there somewhere.

"Are any of the chicks hot?" My brother asked as we entered the club.

I grinned.

"This is going to be fucking awesome!"

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Surprise, Now Let's Go

The first weekend Anna and I spent in the city, we weren't working. Scott told us there wasn't too much going on that weekend so we could go home if we wanted but Anna told me that she had planned on meeting up with some old friends while she was off, some girl she knew and her family, Brandy, I think that's what she said the name was. She offered to let me borrow her car to go home if I wanted but I couldn't say 'yes' to that, even though I really wanted to go home to talk to Sara face to face about what Anna told me on the drive in.

It bugged me that Sara didn't think she could talk to me about wanting to be my girlfriend. I didn't understand how we had come so far - I was giving her what she told me she needed and we were getting to know each other better. I thought she trusted me. I thought she knew I wouldn't do anything to hurt her. But most of all, I thought she knew that I cared for her. A lot.

But I guess there was something I was missing and I wanted to talk to her in person about it - over the phone just wasn't my style - and, to be honest, I wanted another blow job.

Sara's blow jobs. Fuck! They are all I think about. Her mouth. Her hands. The sounds she makes. I can't stop thinking about what it would be like to fuck her and it's causing me some problems. I'm so fucking horny all the time. I spend so much time in the bathroom jerking off, trying to hard not to groan too loud but it doesn't matter because my hotelmate knows what I'm doing - she chuckles softly each time I disappear into the bathroom. I want to tell her to fuck off, and I would, if I didn't know that late at night, she disappears into the bathroom with her cell phone and runs a bath. And I'd bet my last dollar that she isn't just calling her boyfriend to 'chat'.

I needed Sara. No matter how much recent information bugged me, I knew it didn't change the fact that I wanted her. When I talked to her Thursday night, I tried to convince her to come up to see me for the weekend. "I can get rid of Anna," I informed her.

Chuckling, she asked me how things were going with Anna.

"Great but I don't think she's likes me much."

"Oh?" Sara seemed surprised. "Why do you think that?"

"Well. she ignores me when I'm horny, she won't cuddle with me and she screams at me when I start to take my clothes off - it's not the most encouraging sound." Pausing, I took a deep breath, the silence on the line made me wonder if Sara didn't understand that I was kidding.

But then she started to laugh.

"Yeah," I sighed sadly. "Last time I take her away for a month!"

Sara laughed even harder. "Oh boy..."

I kept going for a couple more minutes but soon hearing her laughter through the phone was almost like torture. "Can you come see me this weekend?"

"I wish," she sighed. "But I promised Billy I would go to the movies tomorrow and then be his date for some party on Saturday. He doesn't want to be alone this weekend, not when he knows he'll be seeing Cal for the first time since they broke up."

When I said 'ok' she sighed again. "I would rather come see you," she told me. "What about next weekend?"

I told her not to worry about it and to have a good time with Billy.

"Tanner, I'm sorry, I wish I knew before that you were off. Then I would've -"

"Sara, I said don't worry about it. I know you have things planned, I just thought I would ask, that's all."

"I just don't want you to be mad."

"I'm not," I reassured her. "Sure, I want to see you but it's ok, I still have the memory of the morning I left, that gets me through the 'hard' times..."

"When Anna's ignoring you," she added with a laugh. "Maybe I should ask her to give you a hug, for me."

"No, no, that's alright. Just email me some sexy pics and that'll hold me over for now."

"I don't have any!"

"Well it's high time you take some! You have a man stuck in a hotel room with nothing to do but think of you, he wants a visual he can touch while he's doing that."

Sara chuckled. "You are such a pervert."

I couldn't disagree. "So when should I expect the photos?"

Sara never did give me an answer to that question, not that I was completely serious, but the next time I opened my email, I got a surprise. While it wasn't the naked photo I hoped for but it still blew my mind. Then again, any photo of Sara in just her panties with her arms crossed over her chest, giving the camera a naughty look, would blow any man's mind.

I was in the middle of reading the words she wrote when there was a knock on my door. Since I wasn't expecting anyone and Anna was out visiting her friends, I decided to ignore the knock and for a moment I thought it worked. Seconds later, the knocking turned to pounding and a voice followed close behind.

"I know you are in there Tanman!"

Travis? I frowned, what the hell was he doing at my door?

"Come on Tanner," he called again, without the pounding this time. "The chick at the desk told me you were in, I think she's hot for you." When I opened the door, he was in the middle of saying I should 'hit that'.

"The only -"

"I know, I know," Travis pushed past me, into my room. "Sara has you wrapped around her little finger, you don't see all the babes surrounding you...." He stopped in front of Anna's bed, reached down and picked up her nightshirt. "Or maybe you do see them?"

Rolling my eyes, I snatched the nightshirt from him. "Anna is someone I work with -"

"Who happens to sleep in the same room as you? I don't believe you haven't made a mo - oh oh oh!" He dove onto my bed, grabbing the laptop I was using, his eyes bulging out of his head. "Then again..." he whistled. "Sara's smokin'!"

"Give me that!" I grabbed for it but he rolled over to the other side of my bed.

"'Tanner, I wish I could be there with you. I hope you enjoy this picture, even if it's not the one you were hoping for. I really miss you and can't wait to'...blah, blah, blah..." Travis snapped the lid down. "We are going out. Get dressed."

Monday, July 14, 2008

Making it her business

Laying back against the pillows of the firm queen sized hotel bed, my mind drifted back to my last morning at home and how I woke up to discover Sara's hot mouth already where I wanted it.

There wasn't much light coming in through the dark curtains I had over my window from when I slept during the night, but it didn't matter, I didn't need light to know just how fucking hot it was to have her suck my cock so eagerly.

I was in the middle of recalling the sexy sounds Sara made when I heard the tell tale sign that my hotel mate had returned - the sound of the key card in the door. I suppose I should've moved to cover up seeing I was sporting a hard on with only my underwear on but I really couldn't be bothered.

Besides, it's not like it's the first time Anna had seen me hard. Not that she pays much attention to me or it. I swear she's totally oblivious to the fact that I'm male.

While the door swung open, I remained sprawled out on my bed with my arms over my head and my eyes closed, trying to hang on to the image of Sara's head bobbing at my crotch but it was difficult because Anna was never quiet when she came in. Always making some noise, dropping something here, groaning/sighing there and let's not forget the overwhelming need to talk and make everything her business. Then again, that last part shouldn't have surprised me, especially not after driving up to the city with her.

I hadn't planned on driving to the city with her, things just happened. My car starting to crap out was part of it. The other part of it was Sara, not wanting me to drive my dying car, suggesting that I take Anna up on her offer to catch a ride with her.

"You are both going to be there at the same time," she stated. "Why not carpool?"

Why not indeed, I thought.

About an hour into the drive, I discovered why not. Anna turned down the music that was playing on her stereo. "I shouldn't ask," she started. "It's not really any of my business but I like Sara and I don't think that she should be so unsure of things - not after all this time."

I raised a brow, I had no idea what she was babbling about.

She glanced from the road to me and back again before asking if I agreed. When I told her I didn't know what she was talking about, she gave me the dirtiest look. "Can I ask you something?"

I shrugged, it was going to be a long ass car ride, so I figured it wouldn't hurt.

"What's wrong with Sara?"

I frowned, "What do you mean? She seemed alright last night and this morning."

Shaking her head, Anna told me no. "Not like that, I mean, why is it that you two aren't dating?"

I stared at her. She continued.

"I know she was pushing you away for the longest time while she tried to deal with the scars from her last relationship but why haven't you made a move on her lately?" She paused and then said, "You aren't fooling around with someone else are you?"

There were so many things I wanted to say. "You don't know what you are talking about," I snapped. "There's nothing wrong with us."

"No?" Anna gave me a dirty look again. "Then why the hell was Sara stressing over whether or not you were interested in her still? And why the hell would she talk about doing something to make sure that you wanted her, not someone else?"

"Sara knows that I want her," I stated. "Why last night..." I trailed off as I thought about what Anna said and the fact that Sara suddenly seemed eager to suck me off.

Anna shot me a questioning look.

"No," I shook my head. "Sara knows how I feel -"

"Does she?" Anna cut me off. "From what I hear, she isn't so sure what you feel or what you want from her. It wouldn't be so bad Tanner, but Sara wants things from you. Things she doesn't think she deserves."

"What things?"

"Sara's going to kill me," she mumbled.

"You can't just say that and not continue."

With a sigh, she told me that Sara wanted to be my girlfriend. "She told me she didn't know how to bring it up."

"She doesn't have to bring it up because as far as I'm concerned, Sara is my girlfriend."

Anna chuckled, "Well you might want to mention that to her."

After we finally got checked in that night - there was a huge mix up with the room reservations that led to Anna and I having to share a room for most of out stay - I called Sara. I wasn't going to bring up what Anna told me, but as we were getting ready to hang up, Sara told me to have a great night.

Without needing to stop to think or anything, I responded with, "Can't when my girl is so far away."

Sara's reaction? A gasp and complete silence. The longer the silence went on, the sillier I felt, and I started to curse Anna in my head.

"I miss you," Sara finally whispered. "I know it's silly but I really do."

I smiled, "I miss you too."

As I hung up the phone a few minutes later, I though, maybe Anna knew what she was talking about afterall.

But I'll be damned if I ever tell her that!

Opening one eye, I watched Anna as she plopped down onto her bed. "Do you want to grab something for dinner?" She asked and then turned towards me, her eyes briefly resting on my hard on before rolling back in her head. "After you are done thinking about Sara that is."